What Defines Us: Beyond the Negatives

 When someone asks, "How are you?" or "How has your year been?" our minds often gravitate toward the negatives. We recall the stress, the losses, the disappointments, and the moments that challenged us. It’s as if our struggles have a louder voice, overshadowing the quieter, more subtle triumphs. But do these negatives truly define us, or have we simply grown accustomed to letting them take center stage?

I’ve reflected on this tendency, particularly through the experience of my own experience with mental illness. Being open about my struggles has been both freeing and necessary. It’s part of who I am. Yet, I often wonder: is that the full picture? Does my mental illness define me, or is it just one thread woven into the fabric of my life?

Negativity has a way of sticking. It’s like Velcro, clinging to our thoughts and resurfacing when we least expect it. Positive experiences, on the other hand, often slide off like water on a duck’s back. When someone responds to the same questions with positivity like “I’m doing great,” or “It’s been an amazing year, we sometimes react with skepticism. We might think, "It must be nice," inadvertently sinking deeper into our own negative narratives. This reaction says more about our internal dialogue than about the person sharing their joy.

Acknowledging hardships is important. It validates our experiences and helps us process emotions. But dwelling solely on the negatives can create a distorted view of reality. It’s like reading only the sad chapters of a book and assuming the whole story is bleak.

So, what do we want to define us?

Perhaps it’s not about ignoring the negatives but balancing them with the positives. The resilience we build, the small victories we achieve, the moments of connection and joy, are just as defining as the struggles. When I think about my own journey, yes, mental illness is part of it. But so is the courage to speak openly, the relationships I've nurtured, the work I've done, and the growth I've experienced.

Imagine if, when asked how our year has been, we paused to consider the full spectrum of experiences. What if we highlighted not just what went wrong, but also what went right? The lessons learned, the kindness received, the strength discovered in unexpected places.

We are complex beings, shaped by both light and shadow. Our challenges are chapters, not the entire book. At the end of the day, we get to choose which parts of our story hold the most weight. I choose to be defined not just by my struggles, but by how I've grown through them, the people who’ve walked beside me, and the hope that keeps me moving forward.

So, the next time someone asks, “How are you?” take a moment. Acknowledge the hard parts if you need to, but don’t forget the good. Because you are more than your negatives. You are the whole story.